Dude, I so miss this place...been a hot minute, right??...I know...anyway, Imma break it down for a minute and let ya'll know what's the haps.  So I got this job, matter of fact two.  Tell me how a full time student can hold down two jobs; one full-time  the other part-time.  The part-time job I'm slowly starting to shell out of and get less hours for, however I just can't get myself to actually terminate my employment there and stick with the full-time.  I got the Victoria's secret position first and I like the co-workers there, including the managers.  LMAO!!...a friggin' first for me to matter-of-factly be fond of the people I work with.  Very friendly bunch of people, those girls. 

Then there's this second job I took up that's so fun to do.  Rental Agent and a rental car company.  Everyone and I mean everyone makes that job worthwhile.  Hella laid back atmosphere 'cept when rush hour comes and we've got this long-ass line consisting of cut-and-dry business men or lolly-gagging vacationing tourists.  The most outrageous things go down at a rental counter.  Sure it's all about customer service, but I'm sorry if a customer's getting all irate and irrational, I'm refusing service.  Rules are rules and I'm not bending them because you've been a paying customer for our company for years...it doesn't go that way and that's how I had a customer literally throw his license at me. 

My dirty look at him must have really intimidated him because all of a sudden he warmed up.  Asshole!!!...fucking jerk!!...you're in a rush but I'm still gonna take my time with you...either terminate your cell phone call or I'll just simply sit and wait for you to get before I disclose the closing information, I don't how many times you've been here and you know it already, too bad cuz I haven't.  It's assholes like him that make me just not like people in general...lol...

LMAOOOOOOO!!!...This episode of cheaters just made me die of laughter...desparate times call for desparate measures, abi!!...Ol' girl just ran into the men's public bathroom chasing her cheating man in there..."Don't think I won't come in there", with her southern accent...anyways

The person that coined the phrase "be careful what you wish for" really wasn't fuckin' around.  I used to want a gay friend because I've heard so many stories about how gay guys were riots.  Anyway, the instant I met my co-worker Bryan we just clicked and became inseparable.  The guy is friggin' crazy funny.  I just had to ask the ill-fated question: when did he actually know he was gay??  The odd thing about Bryan is that he's a closet homo.  I mean, wassup with switching to straight up g-mode when he gets around the other guys at the job and then get all neck-twirling when he's around his female co-workers??  I just don't think he's comfortable about his sexuality to be universally open with it  but it's whatever, his life...don't know him like that to be telling him what to do with his life.  It's back to watching AMC and One Life To Live for me...

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na wa o!!...I no dey see di inside of my xanga for how long???...well let me put ya'll up on game for a quick minute...started studying for the crazy MCATs coming up in April...and for the readers out there who have embarked on this journey of sleepless nights, tired mornings, low-energy levels and end-stage irritability all in the name of  ace-ing overrated standardized grad level entrance exams, I COMMEND YOU ALL!!!...chei!!..dis ting no dey easy sha...and I honestly cannot wait until this is over...my sleep pattern will be correct and I can indulge myself in pure unadulterated laziness. I'm talkin' loads and loads of time dumped on trashing my mind with television, movies and other outside stimulation that weigh next to nothing on the "what can you learn from this" scale...

so 2 hours left of Valentine's day...lol...it's so commercialized it's ridiculous...men and women anticipating one day a year to profess they're "undying" love for one another...and there are others that are so calculated as to use this day as tool to "get some"...lol...well whatever, I guess I'm speaking out of sour grapes cuz I have no manfriend...yeah, that could be it...

*sighs*...I feel so overwhelmed right now...this is my last year academic year and I'm at my wits end...I'm taking virtually 20 units of courses every quarter this year, not to mention internship and other organizations, I barely have time to put a crumb of bread in my mouth.  But it'll be all worth it come June...oh and that's another event in itself; MEDICAL SCHOOL APPLICATIONS!!!...I'm so glad that I'm waiting until after I graduate to start applying, although that means waiting an entire year therefore entering Fall of '06, I definitely do not mind. I seriously don't think I can handle the preceding on my plate plus the med school application process, with the secondary apps and interviews and all I'm actually content that I made the right choice and decided to apply next June instead of last June where I'd be counterbalancing everything on my plate concentrating more on one sector than the other...

Only dilemma right now is "should or shouldn't I, apply to some of the elite schools in addition to the 15 recognized schools in the nation?"...and when I say elite, I mean "Ivy League" all eight of them; Brown, U of Penn, Princeton, Yale, Dartmouth, Cornell, Columbia, and Harvard??...gosh my stomach is in knots just listing them.  I honestly feel that I don't have what it takes to be an "Ivy League" med student.  I mean c'mon here, we are talking about 8 of the most elite, prestigious, aristocratic schools in the nation and here I am just talkin' frivilously about applying to one, if not, all of them. I am a good student, a damn good student at that.  However, if I do apply, I'm up against major brainiac, geniuses whose entire life encompassed the pressure of "being the best". Am I being a cynic about myself??...are these options really far-fetched??...I'm thinking entirely off the deep end here.  But there's something in myself telling me not to sell myself short...that every applicant is a candidate for the same goal; to be accepted right??...and the only way I prove my dedication and loyalty to medicine is to stand myself out...and not just stand out...STAND OUT IN A DYNAMIC WAY...

I don't know...the 15 I chose are exceptional schools as well, including Johns Hopkins, UCLA and USC and even those are very challenging and cumbersome to apply to and here I am tryna override and jump the gun.  Then again I think to myself "just have a bee-line path for success" and stay on it until you achieve you set out to do; take no prisoners, be no prisoners; kill or be killed ( not in that context though )...I used to think it phrase like that  were cliche` but it ain't the case right now...I say to myself, "what happens if I don't apply", I will always have at the back of my head some element of guilt for myself because I wouldn't have known the outcome of all this...*sighs*...there's only one way [ or should I say 8 ways ] to find out...

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!...

been a hot minute yo!!!...man too much been goin' down since I last kicked it with ya'll but that's besides the point...a gang uh shit to jot down and put on up on game about so I'm not even gon' go there...so school started and already my frustrations emerge and will continue to lurk around until I find some listless victim to reign down on.  Why is it that there's always this one annoying mutherfucker who seems be "pseudo" teacher's pet clinging to the instructor's every last sentence like a leech on a tick-infested hairy-ass leg??...I mean damn, shut the fuck up and allow us to actually absorb what the instructor's tryna give off instead of finishing his sentences for him.

oh, then there's that annoying classmate that leans over with their God-awful putrid stale-ass morning breath asking end-cap questions that basically reiterate what the instructor spoke about in the first place...geeez, "shut the fuck up!!"...you're cow-dung breath is sending me through dizzy spells"...here's the sceneario...

Instructor: okay class, I'm giving you a short quiz both on Monday and Wednesday...Monday's quiz will cover both ch. 1 and half of ch. 13 while Wednesday's quiz will cover the last half of ch. 13 up to what we covered today on ch. 14"...

*he writes the shit on the board*

Stupid-ass Classmate: so we're gonna have a quiz on Monday and another on Wednesday??...is it gonna cover every thing we read??...

Adanze: *thinks to herself*...oh fuckin' c'mon yo, can you be this daft??...in lamest terms he basically handed to us on a silver platter what to study...*mentally rolls eyes and utters a flat-out*..."YEAH"...

SAC: "oh by the way, my name is JAmie, what's your name?"...

Adanze: *thinks* oh, for the love of God and all  humanity that inhabits his earth, if I wanted you to know my name, SSN# and address, wouldn't I be taking initiative to get to know your ass??....*utters out a mere*..."ADANZE"

DAMMIT!!..."stop talkin' to me"...

I know what you're thinking...I need anger management, huh??...you readers out there think I need someone to help assess and manipulate what we psychologists like to call "aggression" and turn it into something more...what's the word???...HAPPY?...*scoffs* yeah fuckin' right...the first step to resolving a problem is admitting you have one...I mean c'mon, does I honestly look like I have a problem???...*gives reader a cutthroat look so hard, if looks could kill they'd fall where they stand right now*...lol...

anyways, so my brother made his high school football team....GOOOOO OBIIIIIII!!!!...can't tell ya how much I love going to his games...not only for the mere moral support but for the love of football...is there any other girl/female/woman or whatnot out here in this xanga world who loves football as much as I do??...basketball??...if not, ya'll don't know what ya'll are missin'...grab a couple of sports illustrated mag's and peep game a lil'...speaking of sports, basketball season starts in a mere 3 weeks...well, pre-season...but still can't wait!!!..GOOOOOOOO LAKERS!!!....

anyway, gotta study for a short quiz in my research psychology class...pray for me...lol...

chei!!...na, so my flobble box disappia, ehn???...wia my pipu wey come dey yarn opaks and wassup for hia???...okay, it's whatever tho...*tears*...*sniffs*...*coughs up mucous balls*...okay last part isn't exactly true...lol....awww I missed blogging...in the computer lab and just wanted to take some extra-time out to keep my nosey peeps posted about the swirling torrent of trials and tribulations otherwise known as MY LIFE...

well, I started summer school weeks ago..finished the first session and I've started the second session as we speak...yeah, been really busy keepin' up with alotta things down here in Los Angeles but I'm keepin' my head above warra...he he he...spent alotta time with my fam and best friend Kelechi aka Kay-K...gosh we're wicked when we're together...back in the day we could never sit together in church cuz we'd be reprimanded later...I trust ya'll know why???...anyways, no love life here...love's come and gone a looooong time ago and I don't think it'll return very soon...at least I don't want it to...mommy is cool...'member what I broke down to ya'll awhile back??...she's still limping around a bit, she's hanging in there as for myself...*sighs*....I need to get some sleep because my mind so disillusioned from frustration...ooooooooh at least I got to unwind a few time with the movies...boy, I tell you...going to the movies has never been this fun...

I just got through seeing "Collateral"...kai!!!...Tom Cruise and Jamie Foxx can act their butts off...they really did damage in this movie and to see Tom Cruise play an antagonistic role was just tyte...it was actually a little creepy cuz you know, Cruise is more like a "Captain-Save-A-Ho" type of actor...aww but anyways, anyone who hasn't seen it yet please do o!!...saw "The Village"...anyone who has seen an M.Night Shyamalan movie will understand his style...he's one of those thought-provoking kinda directors...I'm still hell-bent on seeing Manchurian Candidate...

anyways, sha...I will hit ya'll up with some other shit prol'ly later on this week...for now just read and try not to fall asleep......I CAN SEE YOU!!!...